old lets go

old connections
 not totally severed,
ex and kids

now adults,
whatever that means
bill paying...

both of them
shame sad
 gut tight

path of love
spiritual leaders
mendings

repeaters

repeats of past
self meds
in their 20's

one H gives me
dizzy
others food

no advice comin from me
except
wasting

time in anger
at s'dog.
money stsuff

always saying
to me:
I have rooms of

tons of money.

always.