dec 26 2012

feeling relieved. big screech winding down. a nu yir in 6 days.counting 3 t op resolutions.

ordinariness

s  to r
sensitivity to reward

the sugar thing

sneezin

sneezin and snifflin today.
rumi:  "once u conqueor your selfish self,
all ur darkness will change to Light"

above would b fine,..
 except
 trying to live WITH my selfish self;
 first FIND my self-[-no mind if sellfish.

shell-fish,.. or other than]
--is all going 2  the same cardboard box
]--so not believe god judges

 his kids..luvs us all.
unconditionally.
thas what makes sense to me.

dec 12-12 -12 wed day after maids fave

d\phone dog las nite
talkin about sore tooth
41 yo gf
mp3
mp3
mp3
u don kno me


my charity
my charity
my charity
.

wh else.
senme molly pic.

my kids.
luc net and molly
thas it


also d2y"::ILUv my life.
m healthy
m rich.

12-4-12 7 17 am memory check

tue
last nites
avi disc greeeen

behavior
getting quiet
suffering   animals

doing what we can do
myrnas fancy condo
 and boat storm- beached

lu ann solar panels
sue madden  excision
families loves how they may/can

12 3 12 min //avi 2 y:force torch

thinking :
hearing avi's words,
--2 y:                           
"I force myself--

when he means:
' get to meditation class
even when u donwanna.'
combined with

mendoza's  brainscan..
.. seems lika
buncha forcing ,..
w/o meditation class.

weighing whether
 to spin klinger's bk club
 about this poor me
 aspect of aricept.

12-3-12 mon www.

scheme of www
write w/o worry
m ok today;
  plan 4 future

learn lessons
 from past.
when avi says
 force yerself

 to medit class
thas for him,
 not nec me.