12 3 12 min //avi 2 y:force torch

thinking :
hearing avi's words,
--2 y:                           
"I force myself--

when he means:
' get to meditation class
even when u donwanna.'
combined with

mendoza's  brainscan..
.. seems lika
buncha forcing ,..
w/o meditation class.

weighing whether
 to spin klinger's bk club
 about this poor me
 aspect of aricept.